Firstly I’d like to expand on the theory that there are little people running around each of our little heads screaming profanities, wisdom and mistruths. Once I get that out the way, I may be able to convince (manipulate) you of (with) the theories to follow. Please hold.
But not for long.
As you can now tell. Each little person has little people of their own running around in their heads, and each of those people has little people running around in their heads. It’s the whole mirror to mirror endless reflection bit. Only in your head.
Take one of the little people I have already mentioned, Profanity. Now Profanity can be fun, in the right environment, or it (I shall refrain from gender reference for now) can be deceiving, in the right environment. Profanity can be the gremlin brandished with shining golden armour and a bronze toothpick, or it can be the fertile snake hiding in the long in need of a cut grass. It is the conversation starter or the conversation Hitler. I claim the existence of only two sides of Profanity because it’s easier.
Now take Profanitys’ two sides (people). The first comes out as possibly derisively awkward and smiling. It has a happy feel even though it may seem ugly to some who listen to the actual words as opposed to the tone (volition) of what is being said. Meet your valiant and honourable gremlin Profanity. The second comes out slowly, meekly. But the more pressure it gets the more it will bring filth to the floor until those around feel the uncomfortable tension of words unrightly spoken. Meet your irritating and unyielding snake Profanity. The gremlin, as I interpret (plus there’s no one else here to interpret), is a little person inside Profanity’s head called Ecstatic. It jumps and frolics around words with such enthusiasm that some of the foulest statements can not be held as truly foul e.g. “What’s the worst thing you can do to a blind man?” “Sprinkle sand on his Braille board.” This somewhat caustic joke of Ecstatic will be taken much more lightly when said with a smile, shining eyes and inward flamboyance. Take the same scenario with your snake, who we’ll name… Resent. Resent bashes the words, takes the life out of them and brings them to the level of brooding anger. And usually gets those all mumbled. This joke of Resent will turn faces sour when said with unmoving lips, questioning eyes and hidden contempt.
One must note the point I’m trying to relay in simpler (more confusing) terms by using definite and set examples. The example of Profanity has an innumerable number of possible denominations. As does your head. In different situations the character who is you, will react differently. Some, with laborious training, get used to set situations while some, with Spontaneous’ help, can’t get enough of new situations.
It boils down to emotion and the way we portray ourselves in our everyday lives. We as humans do ignorant things which make us blush and we do caring things which make us smile. These bits are in a constant spiraling whirlwind until one hits the bottom of our heads and shoots out our mouth. Hey, sometimes it is thought out and the chaos is calmed, but never for long. And sometimes it’s not thought out and flows through the chaos, not needing calm. Now think of all the little people that are spiraling in your head, and all of their little people spiraling in their heads, etc. and take it as far as you can go.
A massively unending vortex of thoughts, beliefs and ideas all interconnected makes you one messed up little character.
But don’t worry about it, my heads a mess too.
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